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Dance of Order & Chaos in Everyday Life
for CongRegation
I
Eyes opening, blurred vision, a fragment of light shafting through curtains, a gentle start to the day, a ritual re-entry into consciousness.
The carpet, soft on soles of both feet – it’s time to visit the toilet: oh dear, it wasn’t flushed last night – I suppose yellow water’s natural too.
Time for the dressing gown, the blue heavy warm one, the one with the detached belt. Time to pick up the charged smart phone – pick up and plug-in the hearing aid – go for a cup of tea – an every day ritual in orderly progress, downstairs into the kitchen.
Turn on kettle,
Oh, it needs more water.
Thank goodness there’s Light milk left in the carton,
boiling water on a bog-standard teabag
– the cheapest from SuperValu.
At last, there is something to think about:
which mug will it be today?
(I only drink from mugs that I love
and those that have passed the test,
that don’t have a chipped lip.)
Sitting on the bar-stool,
at the counter,
surrounded by the National Concert Hall Classical Season 2026,
‘THE ASTRAKHAN CLOAK’
poems by Nuala Ní Dhomhnaill – translated by Paul Muldoon,
four pencils,
three biros,
‘Greetings to Our Friends in Brazil’
‘BEING HUMAN’, published by BLOODAXE.
All is well in the world
even the burgundy right handed glove with fur sticking out
(owned by my wife)
doesn’t feel out of place
Maybe the statement from the income tax people,
from government buildings in Kilkenny,
even that doesn’t disturb the peace.
II
There is no such thing as chaos
until the dog goes wild and barks at nothing
I walk to the door and see no one
but the wind and the clouds
bright
painted grey
slivers of blue watching over them.
In my tiny world
inhabited by WhatsApp posts,
daily news from RTE,
Facebook likes and comments,
Instagram likes
commas,
Gmail updates,
Gmail primaries
I see a shrine to my father-in-law
a young man walking with hands in his pockets,
a suit and tie
black and white image
an older man in his prime with a fine head of hair
an even older man with arm round my little girl
when she was about three.
No trace of chaos.
III
Outside
the sun is shining on the cream painted wall behind the rosebush.
Rain is on its way – as it always is.
Over the horizon, the flood, the storm, the ice, and casualties on the road.
The butterfly in Hiroshima hasn’t yet exercised its wings.
Chaos isn’t even knocking at the island.
Chaos is nowhere to be found in my little world
except…
until…
however…
IV
Gaza bleeding…
Sudan starving
Ukraine unbent
Asylum seekers,
Boat people,
Refugees,
Homeless
Commas,
Paragraphs swirling,
Chapters redacted,
Firepower in the Caribbean.
Who said “ they are all Untermenschen”?
The Earth is kindling wood,
earth quakes
tsunami,
not enough housing.
Racism on the rise,
racists on the wing,
trans gender infants,
transgender children banned.
There is nothing to thank goodness for.
In the outside world,
in the world of other people,
the most fragrant things are questions.
Living in a cesspool
Eating a putrid soup
Sleeping on poisoned ditches.
Where is the blind fool,
cataracted pupils, shifting lenses?
Where is the motley fool,?
Who says chaos is a conspiracy theory now?
V
What will happen to your immortal soul?
How will you sit on the right hand of your God?
When will you have done your time in purgatory?
Why will you spend the rest of your eternity in hell?
Reborn as a germ…
Reborn as a mule…
Reborn as an asylum seeker…
We are all condemned to an asylum, only the walls are not painted with pride.
Who made the world?
God made the world.
Who made the chaos?
Greeks made the chaos.
Who made the butterflies?
Random Variations made the butterflies.
No one in their right mind would’ve made the jellyfish.
There are no earthworms in my little world,
no dung beetles here.
VI
The civil war on Earth
The uncivil world
in the universe of disordered time.
CHA O’S. The child of the alphabet.
The CHA mpion son of S ilence.
Joking apart SOAHC SHOCA OSHAC
Have A Slice Of Chocolate
Change Half An Outlandish Story
Summon Our Arthritic Catastrophe Hither
PLAY, play, play the game
Sing, sing, sing the sound of silence
Sniff, sniff, sniff the waft of witless wickedness
Wicked the movie
Wicked, the explosions
Wicked, the extinctions.
VII
There is nothing but chaos
knocking on my bedroom door,
knocking on my toilet seat,
knocking on my coffee.
It’s time to assemble the pieces.
There may not be sufficient seconds for the jigsaw.
Bring me the head of my teddy bear.
We dance the rhythm of Order & Chaos in Everyday Life
I remember Sean Dwan saying
“A smile is a weapon of mass seduction.”
THE END
PURPOSE
porcupine purpose
puncturing beaks in springtime
a horned owl retreats
Haiku
Katana blade – slash
Warrior falls – soil is red –
Blowflies approaching
Haiku
pitter patter rain
drops on glass of the window
reflects on my self
Haiku
pitter patter rain
drops on glass of the window
reflects on my self
Night Sky: Hawkmoths, Moonflowers, and Spiders
hawkmoths sip at night
moonflowers bloom under stars
spider primed to strike.
Haiku Inspired by Japanese Culture
last blossoms outside
gifts gather near the Coin Mint
petals on the path
______________________
a pink petal falls
after the cherry has bloomed —
confetti shower
_______________________
wisps of incense smoke
smell of cedar, sound of drum
monks and nuns chanting
___________________
peace and quiet reign
the sound of a butterfly
lichen are breathing
________________
ferns live by maple
stones rest by camellia
air tickles the leaves
___________________
kimono for tea
fragrance of ceremony
whisking green bubbles
____________________
fire, gold, wood, and drum
temple giant leads the chant
Bow. Pray. Bow, now smile
____________________
cherry petals fall
a dusting of snowflakes recalled
cable car rising
___________________
coffee cherry ripe
two green stones wrapped together
bound for china cup
____________________
sunshine and showers
play across the garden stones
a moist wind gusts cool
_________________
morning mist lingers
droplet hangs from cypress leaf
Fuji hides all day
__________________
in the hawk’s garden
a Samurai hunts wild ducks
green leaves grow again
_______________
Samurai wields sword
calligrapher wields brush
west wind wields breath
__________________
from the rocks, a smile
cedar tree bows low with grace
Sayönara, friend
_____________________
Blue Bear stories sing
Teddy’s eyes are firmly fixed
drawn by Shuto’s pen
_______________________
a gin and tonic
fresh energy in liquid
released by the gods
__________________
Natural
Let’s go to Japan
Flowering cherry blossom trees
Green pheasant landscape
Tempting
Does travel tempt you?
Tantalising seduction
Come flying with me.
Travelling now
Where are you going?
Lightening time, warming soon
Green pheasant calling
YOUR TREE
Listen to the tree
Hug it if you like
Put your ear up close
Tell no one what you hear .
Cricket is a curse
(work in progress)
Cricket is the curse of the bowling class,
an ode:
the catching team an echo,
the batting class a sestina,
the fielding team a muse.
Cricket is the curse of the tea break:
line, length, time, and rhyme,
bad light and rain.
Refrain stops play.
Cricket’s a mug’s game,
a heroic couplet,
yet more of the same.
A Haiku running between stumps,
legs and symbols before wicket
a foot, outside the line,
an Alexandrine.
A forward defense with cadence,
against the seam,
like a no ball, a simile,
Cricket’s a testing game:
the toss,
a full toss
hit for six. Epic.
The cover’s on.
the cover’s off,
a song.
The bat, the pen, the runs, the words,
a coin spins
out comes the side, and the ink.
The follow-on stanza,
mid-on,
mid-off,
side-on.
An innings defeat.
Cricket is the curse of the umpire’s hand,
a satire.
a verse at square leg.
Onomatopoeia.
a mug’s game of innings and googlies.
Pitch, bouncers and reverse swing.
Centuries and ironies.
Ducks and golden pairs.
Stress,
a wrong’un.
Englynion:
Two new openers
batting long boring innings – sleeping time
quite a crime every ball
blocking bowlers, playing crawl
soaking pressure, scoring nothing.
Drift, line, and length.
a flipper and villanelle.
flight through the air.
Cricket is the curse of the leg spinner,
the third man.
The tail, the tale, and off-cutter.
Metaphor.
Wisden’s dictionary.
Ashes and syllables.
Lords, the Gabba,
and the popping crease.
Why does my wife not read my verse?
Why does my wife not read my verse?
She’s surely not averse
to phrase and lines she reads at work,
her daily dose of prose that lurks
on paper and email I’ve heard her curse.
Poetry, you scheming rat,
you promised you’d deliver
a feast-seducing habitat,
a song to make her quiver,
not a sour look, nor petty spat.
Oh, why does she not sneak a peek
to see what I have written
in Moleskine notebook fit to tweak?
At least she’d know what has me smitten
the day I dared to plumb the deep.
There’s much more depth in me
than fake illiteracy.
I’m a minor chord, a malady.
I’m a scribe in search of melody,
a cloud of nature’s ancestry.
May she not pass like a Pharisee
The Seaweed Lorry
The seaweed lorry
How long have I driven a seaweed lorry to Roundstone
past fuchsia and montbretia?
How long has the wife practised acupuncture,
the daughter dried dulse?
You’d wonder as you pitchfork the algae,
watch strips slip off, litter the lane.
They can take their time,
wait their turn to pass,
I have many more journeys in me,
many more days leading hearse and caravan.
They can all take their turn,
why should they pass?
I’ve driven this way too long now to be forced off it,
seen their urgent béasa,
refused to be edged off my bóthar.
There were houses full
– not enough rooms for the children –
before there weren’t children for the rooms.
I’ve seen them all off,
I’ve still gone back for more seaweed.
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Image by Jonathan Wilkins
‘On Woman’ by WB Yeats
https://bumpers.fm/_/embed/b40rvpusfitg01453740
MAY God be praised for woman
That gives up all her mind,
A man may find in no man
A friendship of her kind
That covers all he has brought
As with her flesh and bone,
Nor quarrels with a thought
Because it is not her own.
Though pedantry denies,
It’s plain the Bible means
That Solomon grew wise
While talking with his queens.
Yet never could, although
They say he counted grass,
Count all the praises due
When Sheba was his lass,
When she the iron wrought, or
When from the smithy fire
It shuddered in the water:
Harshness of their desire
That made them stretch and yawn,
pleasure that comes with sleep,
Shudder that made them one.
What else He give or keep
God grant me — no, not here,
For I am not so bold
To hope a thing so dear
Now I am growing old,
But when, if the tale’s true,
The Pestle of the moon
That pounds up all anew
Brings me to birth again —
To find what once I had
And know what once I have known,
Until I am driven mad,
Sleep driven from my bed.
By tenderness and care.
pity, an aching head,
Gnashing of teeth, despair;
And all because of some one
perverse creature of chance,
And live like Solomon
That Sheba led a dance.
2 Poems by Charles Bukowski read by Paul O’Mahony
Poetry is good for something?
disclaimer
I’m a poet.
I buy poetry books.
read poems (out loud).
run a daily poetry show
live streamed on Periscope
(The Walt Whitman Show).
And
“Does poetry still matter?“
(CNN)Quick: Name a famous living poet.
Somebody. Anybody. No, not Maya Angelou. She died last year.
Unless you’re a literary scholar or a subscriber to The New Yorker, it’s not easy. That’s because poetry, once a preeminent form of entertainment, has long since receded to the far, dusty corners of popular culture…
And
In 2003, Newsweek cried
Poetry Is Dead. Does Anybody Really Care?
“… Ultimately, though, there’s no one to blame. Poetry is designed for an era when people valued the written word and had the time and inclination to possess it in its highest form…”
I care
so
in December 2015, I did ethnomethodological research among an international, cross-cultural, mixed-gender, inter-generational group
https://katch.me/embed/v/f91e97bd-6af2-3d5d-8138-96fbec40d5cc?sync=1
Voices of the dead
human connection, honesty
I like to write poetry that speaks encouragement over others.
introspection
it’s like sunshine and rain.
for the poet or for the reader?
I like poetry… straightforward easy storytelling
expression of internal world
same effect as music, when it’s done well
I write poetry for my own peace of mind and self expression
reveals human connection
our connections through our secrets, fears
indescribable, sometimes, but you know it’s good…
‘Step of the body toward the sea falls the land to break’
poetry is an acquired taste?
it’s nice when you can relate to it in your own life
connection to another person’s internal world
for me it’s just for enjoyment.
I don’t analyse too much
I just let it happen
and
take what’s there in the moment
‘Poetry distills life like fermentation distills spirits’
‘Poetry wakes things within that are hidden under the surface’
Music and poetry are the same
unless the poem is a song
then it hits me inside
‘Poetry is an excuse to use forgotten words’
like a forever blossoming of the soul
ever opening and revealing
wrapping words around
emotions, perceptions, and the heart song
‘If a picture paints a thousand words, a poem can contain the world.’
transport you to another place
open your mind to new thoughts
sometimes
poetry is my weapon
a way to express feelings
a map for left brain engineering
in the language of logic,
poetry is a super structure
Forgotten words
for the dam
generates the power within
‘If pictures can paint a thousand words,
my poetry attempts are stick men’
(To be continued)
Appreciating others – Emerson to Whitman
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