for CongRegation
I
Eyes opening, blurred vision, a fragment of light shafting through curtains, a gentle start to the day, a ritual re-entry into consciousness.
The carpet, soft on soles of both feet – it’s time to visit the toilet: oh dear, it wasn’t flushed last night – I suppose yellow water’s natural too.
Time for the dressing gown, the blue heavy warm one, the one with the detached belt. Time to pick up the charged smart phone – pick up and plug-in the hearing aid – go for a cup of tea – an every day ritual in orderly progress, downstairs into the kitchen.
Turn on kettle,
Oh, it needs more water.
Thank goodness there’s Light milk left in the carton,
boiling water on a bog-standard teabag
– the cheapest from SuperValu.
At last, there is something to think about:
which mug will it be today?
(I only drink from mugs that I love
and those that have passed the test,
that don’t have a chipped lip.)
Sitting on the bar-stool,
at the counter,
surrounded by the National Concert Hall Classical Season 2026,
‘THE ASTRAKHAN CLOAK’
poems by Nuala Ní Dhomhnaill – translated by Paul Muldoon,
four pencils,
three biros,
‘Greetings to Our Friends in Brazil’
‘BEING HUMAN’, published by BLOODAXE.
All is well in the world
even the burgundy right handed glove with fur sticking out
(owned by my wife)
doesn’t feel out of place
Maybe the statement from the income tax people,
from government buildings in Kilkenny,
even that doesn’t disturb the peace.
II
There is no such thing as chaos
until the dog goes wild and barks at nothing
I walk to the door and see no one
but the wind and the clouds
bright
painted grey
slivers of blue watching over them.
In my tiny world
inhabited by WhatsApp posts,
daily news from RTE,
Facebook likes and comments,
Instagram likes
commas,
Gmail updates,
Gmail primaries
I see a shrine to my father-in-law
a young man walking with hands in his pockets,
a suit and tie
black and white image
an older man in his prime with a fine head of hair
an even older man with arm round my little girl
when she was about three.
No trace of chaos.
III
Outside
the sun is shining on the cream painted wall behind the rosebush.
Rain is on its way – as it always is.
Over the horizon, the flood, the storm, the ice, and casualties on the road.
The butterfly in Hiroshima hasn’t yet exercised its wings.
Chaos isn’t even knocking at the island.
Chaos is nowhere to be found in my little world
except…
until…
however…
IV
Gaza bleeding…
Sudan starving
Ukraine unbent
Asylum seekers,
Boat people,
Refugees,
Homeless
Commas,
Paragraphs swirling,
Chapters redacted,
Firepower in the Caribbean.
Who said “ they are all Untermenschen”?
The Earth is kindling wood,
earth quakes
tsunami,
not enough housing.
Racism on the rise,
racists on the wing,
trans gender infants,
transgender children banned.
There is nothing to thank goodness for.
In the outside world,
in the world of other people,
the most fragrant things are questions.
Living in a cesspool
Eating a putrid soup
Sleeping on poisoned ditches.
Where is the blind fool,
cataracted pupils, shifting lenses?
Where is the motley fool,?
Who says chaos is a conspiracy theory now?
V
What will happen to your immortal soul?
How will you sit on the right hand of your God?
When will you have done your time in purgatory?
Why will you spend the rest of your eternity in hell?
Reborn as a germ…
Reborn as a mule…
Reborn as an asylum seeker…
We are all condemned to an asylum, only the walls are not painted with pride.
Who made the world?
God made the world.
Who made the chaos?
Greeks made the chaos.
Who made the butterflies?
Random Variations made the butterflies.
No one in their right mind would’ve made the jellyfish.
There are no earthworms in my little world,
no dung beetles here.
VI
The civil war on Earth
The uncivil world
in the universe of disordered time.
CHA O’S. The child of the alphabet.
The CHA mpion son of S ilence.
Joking apart SOAHC SHOCA OSHAC
Have A Slice Of Chocolate
Change Half An Outlandish Story
Summon Our Arthritic Catastrophe Hither
PLAY, play, play the game
Sing, sing, sing the sound of silence
Sniff, sniff, sniff the waft of witless wickedness
Wicked the movie
Wicked, the explosions
Wicked, the extinctions.
VII
There is nothing but chaos
knocking on my bedroom door,
knocking on my toilet seat,
knocking on my coffee.
It’s time to assemble the pieces.
There may not be sufficient seconds for the jigsaw.
Bring me the head of my teddy bear.
We dance the rhythm of Order & Chaos in Everyday Life
I remember Sean Dwan saying
“A smile is a weapon of mass seduction.”
THE END



