Come quirk your path
into the shape of night
and breathe in time with light
Come quirk your path
into the shape of night
and breathe in time with light
It’s never too late to close your mouth,
rest those vocal chords,
and swallow your children
before they are born.
Draught under the door
to stars too cold to burn
on a short month
Like melting ice.
(in memory & gratitude to Liz Strauss)
I got the hiccups in Japan
over an eggplant
on the sofa.
There was a Toast Master in the kitchen
filleting tuna on a cutting board
made from an olive tree.
The dry Martini drinker from next door
scratching his stubble
with the point of a lead pencil.
Underneath the host’s stiletto
you’d have seen an ant
on its last legs.
In the middle of a hiccup
I dropped a bottle of whiskey
on the tail of my cat.
That saved the glass from shattering
all over Japan
and drowning the Emperor in spirit.
It’s the stories you tell yourself
that save your life
from passing by.
Awake with fire in my throat,
sure Gehenna had come.
voicebox wrapt in lava,
glued to sheets in dread,
as if this was the call from Eternity.
Whenever the monster had been raised in conversation,
I whispered lowly
‘This night won’t fall on me.’
How dare this hour call out my time,
now mattered more than all the dreams:
it was the death of a Promised Land,
abandoned in Grendel’s mother’s cave.
Surely such a fall from grace
could not be vested in Santa’s wake?
How can I tell the others
Christmas has perished?
My seat on the train is booked,
the Covid carriage locked,
and no return ticket.
Mouthfuls of water from an ensuite tap,
undiluted phlegm burning.
Nightmare of Dresden, Hiroshima.
It’s no good fighting this gift.
Prometheus would make a fuss – wouldn’t put up with such a nervous line.
Prometheus would make a fire – wouldn’t restrain humans from prior thought.
Prometheus would dig for clay – wouldn’t wait for authority’s say so.
laying on his hands
hugging the hearts
tweeting the news
blowing the trumpet
waffling the wind
pointing the finger
firing the truth
building a wall
denying the Covid
calling on Christ
arming the multitude
declaring he’s godsent
spitting on the House
never washing his feet
sneezing on Senate
craving the birdies
cheating with eagles
appointing the foolish
insulting the veterans
despising John Cain
coughing up sputum
vomiting on media
spouting his sins
covering his tracks
avoiding the penance
withdrawing the climate
proud of his life
crowd-sourcing the virus
never paying his debts
breaking his promises
leading the lemmings
never washing his hands
defending the guns
praying for fraud
accepting the bribes
offering Hell on Earth
spreading infection like wildfire.
planting the pain
persisting with insults
infecting the nation
Super-spreader of suffering.
Imagine you’re at war
Remember what it’s like
Imagine there’s the enemy
A terrifying mess.
Imagine all the dead
Remember fields of pain
Imagine parents fighting
A frightening mess.
Covid is friendly
She won’t bite you
Let’s all carry on
We’re sure to pull through
An alarming mess.
around the corner.
You’re free to roam
and welcome home
A terrible mess
This isn’t a war
no one will starve
A hideous mess.
We’re in this together
You can do what you like
Drink yourself silly
There’s a ceasefire agreed
surely Covid won’t mess
Imagine great shopping
Remember to kiss
Be sure to hug
with love in our time
A New Year mess.
Imagine we’re at peace
Remember what it was like
Imagine there’s no enemy
Resurrection’s a mess.
No need to fear
The vaccine’s here
A seismic shift
Such a bloody mess.
Let’s open the pubs
the churches and all
All Ireland Abú
Feck off you virus
Don’t mess with us.
You do not have to be Maggie
You do not have to serve humanity
with the same energy
that resurrects the spirit of many
– as mana fed the wandering people.
You do not have to co-operate
with those who share your values
as Maggie has shown in her way
for all our glory.
You can be the better part of you.
You can reach deep
into your childlike love of loving families
and draw from your well.
Let Maggie live in your heart today,
and let the rising sun
bring your talent over the horizon.
[Written in response to ‘I am sorry‘ by Vinette Hoffman-Jackson]
I am sorry
I passed you by,
as if you were invisible,
and impossible to befriend.
I didn’t cross the road,
ask your name,
and offer to share your load.
I am sorry
I sat in the same room,
sipped my tea,
crunched my gingersnaps
and didn’t offer to fill your cup.
I never looked back
before you were a slave
transported for the sake of my ancestors’ wealth.
I am sorry
I forgot to pay attention
to your ancestors,
to your colour, to your sweat,
your Strange Fruit.
I drank the poison,
as if it was cod liver oil.
Madiba crossed the road.
I shall never forget.
The only penance I can offer you
I am sorry.
[Note: Vinette Hoffman-Jackson’s ‘I am sorry‘ is from her collection ‘Through Two Black Eyes’, published by YouCaxton Publications 2020. ISBN 9781913425463.]
[This poem is a “call-to-action”. My intention is to persuade readers (you) to stop what they’re thinking, feeling, imagining & doing – for at least 60 seconds.
During that brief interruption, I hope readers (you) & listeners will ask themselves “When did I grow up?” and “Have I grown up?” and “When will I grow up?”
That’s the purpose of this poem.
There’s more to it than that.
‘When I Was Growing Up‘ is a prod. It’s an effort to influence people (you) to go further than asking themselves questions. Secretly, there’s the ambition to get people (you) to change their lives. But that’s a campaign. That’s the Book.]
I nearly forgot: I write with one reader in mind. She’s never visited my blog. I don’t expect her to read any of my posts until long after she’s grown up.
May your Thanksgiving be full of thanks for family,
the change of national leadership,
and the potential that’s made all your close friends
fit for Service.
You do not have to bear Mary Oliver’s lines on your shoulders
and squirm in deference to the Wild Geese.
It’s up to you to make your own goodness work for you
in the same way a bird of prey decides on its right moment to strike,
just as a cobra knows it does not have to visit venom on every passer-by.
You are authorised to be you.
Your God has made you the writer you are
– no matter whether you glow with pride
or hide with embarrassed sigh
– no matter whether your mother was over-bearing or underwhelming,
your father sarcastic or kind.
You do not have to be right at prayer or confession.
no neutrino too stout.
No atomic particle is bound to be accurate.
Mr Immediate Past President, for example,
you do not have to be dim.
Your light will fade,
your voice box fail,
your hair fall out
– in the end –
no matter how hard you try
to own the game,
to cook the books,
to fire the world.
As you’ve always known,
you do not have to be right or good
to succeed at being you.
Witness the berberis,
and your face in the mirror.
yourself as a …
yourself doing …
yourself being …
yourself in a stew like …
yourself on cloud Number …
yourself riding a hurricane towards …
yourself swimming across to the other side of the argument
yourself staying silent in the company of people you wish admired you
[With special thanks to Morag Mathieson & Jean Gamester]
What is life
if it isn’t practice?
What’s the point
of doing anything
if it isn’t practise.
Who doesn’t live in hope of tomorrow?
Who doesn’t know in their underpants
that there may not be a tomorrow,
that this may be the final moment?
My mother used to say “we know not the day nor the hour’
She liberated me from the tyrany of Heaven, the necessity of a future
for which I could not practise.
There is only practice,
forget that and you are lost in the miasma of a moment.
This is not the poem,
this is a rehearsal,
this is practice for the poem,
the poem that speaks for itself
after you are gone
and have given up your vocation
to do your best practice
in case you won’t get a second chance
As a mark of respect for the much maligned & misunderstood former President of the United States, DJ Trump, there is a rumour circulating in Cork that the Roman Catholic Church is going to bring back Limbo as a resting place for him after the loans on his golf courses are called in.
Meanwhile Mr Trump is quarantined in his White House eating hamburgers, drinking coke and playing PacMan.
He goes out a few times a week to hit a few balls, claim mulligans and mark his own card with the best score he can remember.
DJ has been seen hearing confessions from his staff that they are all accepting commissions from Random House, HarperCollins and Mickey Mouse Publications.
As penance, DJ has been giving 75% of them two weeks bed & breakfast with Ruby Giuliani.
To the other 25% he has been pointing the finger and reading from a teleprompter: “You’re fired or hired, I don’t give a damn, you don’t matter to me. I always knew you were a no-good skunk.”
The Bishop of Rome has said :
“Amen. Omnia Trumpus divisa est in tres partes – Idioticus, Imbacilacus, Delusionacus Maximus”
Let us rejoice that we have not relinquished Limbo
That Saint Michael won’t be forced to turn this desiccated soul away from the Gates of Everlasting Salvation
That the souls of the faithful departed in the waiting room we know as Purgatory won’t be tormented any more than they are
That Lucifer and his ballot-rigging fake news mongering hoards may be undisturbed in their eternal misery
In nomine matris et patris et trumpist
Let the games begin.”
There once was a hornet in heaven
That slept with its mates all the time
It neglected its work
Thought life was a perk
In the end the creature ran out of steam, was exposed as a sinner, starved of its dinner, and died.
There has to be another word
Too much escaped me this evening
There has to be another day
on the horizon
coming through the dark
Yawning is another world
There must be a form of relief
around the bend.
You have to get out of the orange armchair
No matter how comfortable your bottom feels.
It’ll be grand to stand up and move away from the Masters
Maybe it’s time for tea or another glass of Bordeaux
At least the exercise will help you decide
Whether another square of mint chocolate is worth the taste
Doubts are common, uncertainties rife
There’s no guarantee you’ll be more comfortable over a boiling kettle.
A black cat wants attention as he scratches behind my head
Puma’s food is in the room with the washing machine and screwdrivers
The dog looks asleep, breathing like a metronome. He’s easy to watch.
Louis hasn’t had a run all day. I wonder how he’ll be in the morning.
There’s no time to count, no seconds to add or subtract
There’s time to be negotiated, time to dwell on how the odds are stacked.